Hanging halfway off the mountian...

I jinxed myself. Dr. H (the radiation oncologist) office called today to see if they can have copies of my original scans done in October 2012. This does not sit well with me. I am running worst case scenarios around my brain tonight. Ugh.  Because of this I just really want to call the breast surgeon and ask to get the right breast mastectomy done now and then still do the reconstruction in November. I am so glad that I have decided to have this done because I would not be able to handle going in for mammograms every year.
So more to come glad that I have my prescription for the sleeping pills looks like I will need it.